pretty faces that i miss!

Today i sit down to write this...things or rather the people that i miss the most....somehow the people that I'm closest to are geographically very far away!...how i hate that!....my sister i miss her the most...i miss the long sleepless nights that we used to have...when i used to listen to her college stories or her office stories (ya that's right i used to only listen!!...because by the time i had something to say she would always be very sleepy and tired..and would shut me up and go to sleep! :x)....

and i miss intiiii( ishita) my best friend who is now in jaipur!...and soumya who is in cochin!...both of them were responsible for the most amazing years of schooling that anyone would want to have....the three of us were crazy in our own weird unique style...and together we were crazier!...i remember how we used to sing songs like "aa dekhen zara" so loudly, that the whole class would look for some other place to hang out in the break!...but we really didn't care what people thought about us!......And that's what i loved about us!

i miss pooji and janva who are my colony friends ...pooja and i used to have these study sessions in the afternoon(in which studying never happened!)..and when we got bored of pretending to study we would call janhavi over and do a lot of tp!!...i miss those sudden plans of shopping to colaba or bandra!..now we need to plan months before we can actually go for shopping! (coz janhavi madam is in pune and pooja and i live in either ends of the city!!).....

being stupid!

Recently i have realized that the level of stupidity to which one can stoop is really amazing....or

rather to level which i can go is beyond people's imagination....sometimes we want to go with the

flow and do things that everyone is doing and then realization strikes you that you are actually

incapable of being like the rest of them...you try hard to fit in...but somewhere you are always alone...and believe it or not some of us like to be alone.....

I used to wonder why its been so easy for some people to find their perfect one and i've had the

toughest time! (cheezy i know!)...but then it was actually because i wanted it to be that way...and

i still do..(chechi don't get scared! ;) ).........somehow its always been easier this way and as a

matter of fact i am too paranoid about having to be answerable to anyone other than my parents ...